What’s the point for being on this planet when all you’re doing is pleasing everyone and not yourself. People wonder why those who have done suicide.. It’s because they were doing what everyone else wanted, not doing what they want.
Always getting blame for such stupid things, I wonder why I’m even on this planet. I can’t even write anything without family saying shit. It’s not because of your little rants, it’s because I’m tired of this shit. Everyone’s shit. I just want to move on or just get the fuck out of here. Cut everyone out of my life that expects everything from me. And live the life I want, do the shit I want. Just tired of waiting this endless wait.
Sure, steal the one thing I adored; my self esteem.
You’re out there drinking, while I’m laying awake waiting for you to message me back.
After I told you I couldn’t trust anyone who drinks and does stuff..
You just had to tell me thru a fb message. That you slept with any other. All I wanted was for you to be sober and spend time with me.
I’m a faithful girl, trust worthy. And you ruin it, you do know you’re mentally doing what you really want to do. I know, I couldn’t be there for you sexually. But, couldn’t you have waited?